Sometimes it is hard to feeling happy, like use all your energy and power to make you happy but in the end of the day you still not. Happy is not purpose of life. Happy is just a feeling, one kind of feeling, like sad, like shy, like love, like hate, like fear, like guilty, like doubt, etc. But, because happy is a "good one", so everybody try so hard to have that feeling and make happy as a purpose. Sometimes happy is just illusion before your real sad is coming. Then, I change my point of view about happy. Happy just little explosion in our heart on the way we living, happy is just really feeling and feeling turns for a second. So, I don't need to push myself to be happy all the time. Ya, I knew. Those words are my type of surrender, surrender to be a happy person. Oh man, being happy is really hard. It makes all of us becoming a slow walker because we had burden in our shoulder. "I have to be happy". No, you don't have to. It's okay if you are not. I h...
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